In July, I made a decision to take this blog private. I didn't allow anyone to read my posts... not even close friends and family. I decided to use it as a sounding board for my own thoughts and feelings. In July, my soon to be ex husband told me he wanted a divorce. The next two months would be a whirl wind of feelings, emotions, decisions, moving, commuting, etc. I didn't want to share my anxiety, anger, relief, and eventually joy, with anyone.
But I'm back. I'm better. Each day, things become a little easier. And I have not been this happy version of myself in a really long time. I'm glad she's back again. I vow to never again let her disappear.
So to all the marriages, engagements, baby announcements, births of new babies, birthdays of friends, etc. that I've missed - I'm sorry. I hope you'll forgive me.
As I move forward in my life, make decisions that affect who I am and where I'm going - I hope you'll all be along for the journey. It's going to be one heck of a ride! :-)
~ Christina
